Question: I've been reading throughout the site. I’ll get straight to my point and just say it. Why is it I have problems touching myself or masturbating? I mean I rub myself against a pillow from time to time. I'm female, a virgin and in my early teens. Everyone or most of my friends are masturbating, but not I. Most of them even, by now have already had an orgasm. They tell me I'm missing out, a lot. They usually finger themselves, but as for me, I don’t know, I just can’t seem to do it. Is there anything wrong with me? Am I just scared? What possible reasons?

Answer: I am guessing that you have been taught by your parents that touching your genitals is bad. You may have learned this while still just an infant. The people around you may have reinforced this when you were young.

Undress in front a mirror; a large one that allows you to see your entire body if possible. Print out the following and tape it to the mirror in front of you. Then read, out loud if possible, what is written.

Do this several times prior to masturbating. If you are home alone, say these things out loud and in a loud voice. While riding the bus to school or any time you have a spare moment, repeat these things to yourself.

Get a handheld mirror and examine your vulva closely. Identify all your different parts. Get some body lotion and slowly and gently massage in into your genitals. Discover what feels good. Remember to stay relaxed and breath.

Continue to rub your vulva against a pillow. Go slow, stay relaxed, and breathe. Move your hips slowly and experiment with different pressures. Try wearing different cloths, types of fabrics, and totally nude; this will change the type of stimulation you experience.

When you shower or bath, take a couple extra minutes to explore and caress your vulva each time.

Do not try to have an orgasm. If one happens, it should be a surprise. If you try to have an orgasm, it is less likely to happen.

I suspect you are not the only girl in your peer group, or group of friends, who has not learned how to masturbate to orgasm. They may say they have even if they have not because they do not feel comfortable admitting they have not.